付出。回报...

今天真的跌的很伤，以为只要付出100%，人家就会看得到，并会回报100%于你，怎知道，原来一切只是自己的一厢情愿。家人说，我真的很天真，很笨，看东西看得太简单，最后自己拿来辛苦。

没有100%的回报，我还需要付出100%吗？值得吗？伤~~~

Calm...

2 songs that really can calm the sadness down...

Another 柴米油鹽醬醋茶

Another sweet and warm 柴米油鹽醬醋茶......

柴米油鹽醬醋茶

a very nice song...

and a very nice mv...

It is an end...

Welll, its been a while since my last update...

Well, for others... Holidays or Sembreak should be boring, nth to do, and no where to being hang...

But for me, it is a tiring break...

First, went Perhentian with several housemate + coursemate...

Then, rest for 1 week then start work...

First, tot to go Shu Shi King for a waiter job...

But who knows, my ex-boss call me to take over all his Geo & Sej class... Total 10 classes from Mon to Fir everynight start from 8 til 10.30...

Finally, ends up with being a tuition teacher instead... haha...

kind of enjoy this work, but for sure the main cause is not the paid (the paid do high la), but is meeting so many young ppl, young student... form 1, 2 & 3... make me feel younger... haha...

basically, woke up everyday around 12... (haha... holiday ma)... then prepare tuition notes plus exercises... well, it is not an easy job... my boss said better to use more than 2 books to make a single handouts... so, travel to quite number of bookstore, looking back to those publisher, Pelangi, Sasbadi bla bla bla... really feel like being younger... there is a worker at the bookshop ask me... "hey... students now can dye hair to go school ah?" and u know wat... make me so happy hearing this ques... haha...

then... start prepare to go work around 7... til 11 sth only reach home... then... continue doing notes... still remember when frens asking me doing wat and i reply doing notes... they all like "crazy ah u??? sem break now do notes??? u know wat to study?" well... it is not wat i know to study, but wat i know to teach... haha...

basically, kind of like my break this time, although some say break should be relaxing and no stress... but for me, it is kind of another experince that u wont get it for life... haha...

so, it is an end to my sem break... but not an end for my tuition work... still need to be continue until PMR...

This sem gonna be a great sem... more forensic sub:
1. Forensic Entomology
2. Forensic Criminology
3. Crime Scence Investigation
4. "Bukti Fizikokimia" (no idea on its english)

5. Electrochemistry
6. Organic Chemistry III
7. Kinetic Chemistry

8. Community Service

Haha... ALL THE BEST to all for the brand new sem!!!

You Raise Me Up... Thx Mom...

For you mom, thx for everything...

I still remember,
the day you struggling to bring me to this world...
those day you teach me how to walk, talk and go toilet...
the day you first bring me to the kindergarden and primary sch...
the day you cry when I get my SPM results...
the day you pack my stuff when I go NS and matric...
those day you tell me to be strong when dad is not around...
there is so many things... That you had did for me...

Thx mom...

Happy mother day...



Another 2 live versions (the violin part is amazing):

A nice 1 Malaysia...

Accidentally found this songs, first wanted to listen to it since it was sang by the Malay famous singer Sheila Majid, the Malaysia first Malaysia Idol Jaclyn Victor and also one chinese singer Karen Kwok.
Then, found out that the song really nice, the lyric, the music...

This is wat we call as 1 Malaysia... haha...



andai aku buta kan mata
dapatkah kau mendengarkan jujurnya
andai engkau tutup telinga
dapatkah kau melihat keikhlasannya

chorus:

aku cinta bukan dibayang mata
jauh dari bahasa
dekatkan ertinya
aku cinta bukannya disengaja
jauh dari wasangka
dekatkan hatinya
memang cinta ada dalam jiwa kita

andainya cinta itu buta
dapatkah kau mengubah pesonanya
andai mengalir air mata
dapatkah kau membezakan jelingnya

(chorus)


oh mengapa ada saksi yang tak memahami
wow..wow..wow..wow..
oh mengapa ada saksi yang disalah erti
oh aku cinta
oh jauh dari bahasa